Julien.
Having problems with Dad.
Sick of it.
Anxiety is in full swing.
My OCD is in a complete overload.
I'm always counting, I have been ever since I could remember. For a long time it was just something that was in the back of my head, it was something I tuned out but now it's loud again I can't tune it out and it's so fucking annoying. one two three four five six seven eight one two three four five six seven eight I'm so fucking sick of counting to eight why doesn't my brain have a frickin off switch. Even when I'm trying to sleep and nothing should be there to count I'm still counting my heartbeats still counting footsteps from the people in the apartment above us jesus christ just make it stop already.
OCD is such a stupid problem such a minor issue but it's there all the time and it's enough to make me feel like I'm losing it.
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