yeah i'm pretty sure i like both guys and girls
but prefer girls.
i guess this is just sort of hard for me because there's no way i could ever tell anyone i know irl? like i could never even tell audrey
which seems silly because she is fine with all orientations and stuff but
i just am afraid that she would look at me differently or something
i know she wouldn't but i'm afraid anyway, you know?
i wouldn't even know how to bring it up.
so i feel like i could never actually have a girlfriend or something because
there's no way i could tell my friends or family that i'm dating a girl.
not that it matters a lot anyway i guess because i haven't had a girl show any interest in me in a long time lmao it's always guys and i dunno i don't really want to date a guy right now i find guys to be really intimidating for some reason.
i feel like i'm going to be single forever lmao i mean i guess that's ok but sometimes it makes me sort of sad.