Wednesday, June 8, 2011

you know,
i feel really silly for being nearly 22 years old and still having absolutely no clue what my sexual orientation is.
everyone talks about orientation like it's some thing you're all confused about when you're a teenager and then at like 15 or 16 you magically figure out if you're straight or gay or bi or whatever.
and here i am, turning 22 in less than two months, no clue what i am. sometimes i like guys, a lot of the time i like girls, sometimes i like both, most of the time i don't like either.
i always feel really silly when people ask my orientation because i don't have an answer. i typically answer with asexual but that really isn't very accurate, i don't think. someday i'm just gonna start answering with "permanently confused" or something hahaha.

2 comments:

bear said...

I know a lot of people who are in their twenties and still questioning their gender and orientation and all of that
there's no need to feel silly, it's a hard thing to understand
you're definitely not alone with that

Autumn said...

aah i don't know anyyone my age that still doesn't know their orientation haha. maybe there are more people my age that are confused than i'm aware of and they just don't talk about it, i dunno.