Thursday, August 25, 2011


i brought her pink roses

i don't think i'm going back there for a really long time
i thought it would make me feel better, like maybe it would get rid of the guilt of not visiting her grave, but it didn't and i wound up getting really mad for some reason and i think i was sort of screaming at her and i was crying really hard and it was just stupid of me to go there i think
it's not like going there is going to bring her back
leaving her all the pink roses in the world isn't going to bring her back
i just don't want to go back there again