Friday, October 17, 2008

I am so over

this low self-confidence bullshit.
I spent a long time looking in the mirror today, and dammit, I am not an ugly person. I have spent way too long listening to people tell me that I'm too pale, I'm too thin, I'm not thin enough, my jawline is too square, my ears are too big, what the fuck ever, my flaws make me that much more beautiful. Perfection is ugly in my eyes, I don't want to be perfect. There is something very disturbing about perfection.
So
farewell to this "I am not pretty" shit.
I'm beautiful just the way I am.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Atta girl! (= 3=) ~<3

So, you finally see the pretty girl that everyone else sees?

Autumn said...

haha. I'm trying, at least.