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Ritsuka. Is it just me, or does this kind of not look like my usual art style? D8

I went to the mall P: I didn't have any money, so all I could do was window shop, but I guess it was kind of fun. Sort of. Not a huge fan of window shopping lol :(

The temperature was like, over 90°F today so that was a little bit unbearable, haha. I'm not really looking forward to the usual 100+ temperatures that we usually have here during the summer D8

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So it turns out that there IS a health bar in Kuon. It's just such a shitty poor excuse for a health bar that I never would have guessed it to be one. Even after reading that there was a health bar in the game, I STILL couldn't find it because the stupid thing doesn't look like a health bar! It's just this blue line running across the top of the menu screen (that's right, the bar only shows up on the menu screen or when you have the map up; it doesn't show up while you're actually playing) and it will change to yellow or red depending on how injured your character is. It's such an unnoticeable line that I never noticed it changed colors. :/
Pathetic health bar aside, the game isn't quite so bad now that I'm getting the hang of it. One of the little details I kinda like about the game is how when the character walks through blood, she'll leave a trail of bloody footprints behind her for a while. But... I don't know if the Yin Phase character (Utsuki?) is barefoot, but Sakuya is (obviously I'm playing the Yang Phase), so I find it really gross that she walks through huge puddles of blood with bare feet D8 ewwww.

anywayssss
a couple of doodles from an oc networkkk


Ciel. He was originally holding a cane but I kinda gave up oops.


Sirge but I didn't finish it. He was gonna be putting on his gloves but yeah that didn't work out LOL


Ritsuka.


This one's not from the network. Ciel and Sebastian. P:

selling art

Selling five dollar chibis. I have info about it on my deviantART journal (click herrrre.)
I'm kind of really needing some money so if anyone is interested in buying a drawing from me, it would be much appreciated ;_;

finished my Natsuo and Youji drawing.

I think blogger will probably cut the edge of this picture off. blehh.

happy thanksgiving.

I like this song way more than I should. (Don't listen to it if your parents are around because it's pretty vulgar lmfao)

Speaking of music, Rick Astley rickrolling everyone at the Macy's Thanksgiving Day Parade was pretty fucking awesome.

Anyway,
I'm opening $5 chibi commissions again soon, so I'm drawing Natsuo and Youji as a sample thing. Only have Natsuo's lineart done atm.

His hair's kind of jacked up at the bottom on the right side (it's too long or something) but I'll fix it later.
I'm not very good at this chibi shit anymore...

random but I really wish people would quit asking me what I'm doing/what I did for Thanksgiving. I didn't do shit, okay? Like my entire family is dead except for my dad and sister, so who the fuck do you think I'm eating a huge family dinner with?
:/

time warp

(downsized to prevent a stretch, so if you can't read it, you can view it here.)
LOL GOD. I wish I could just delete the emo phase of my life. /sob
Audrey's making me draw a time warp for her too so I'll do that tomorrow. Hers will be all sorts of fun since she was a gothtard instead of an emofag.

I also drew Ritsuka on my Tegaki but I'm just going to link to it instead of actually post it since it's messy and not all that interesting.

self-destruct

I'm trying so hard to fix this low self-esteem problem I've got going on, but I just cannot get over this
feeling of inferiority.
I don't want to be like this anymore.
I'm sick of feeling so small
I'm sick of
hating
who I am.




ritsuka.

I guess I have a thing for sadists.

Dammit, I have hated Seimei ever since I first saw him. He's such a freak.
I read the 8th volume of Loveless and what the fuck, I ended up liking the psycho bastard.
HOWWW. I HAVE NEVER LIKED HIM. And in the 8th book he was like, his full-on weirdo self and I ended up liking him! whattt I'm so confused.
Maybe it's because he's obsessive-compulsive too and I just can't manage to hate a fellow OCD person :(
so of course I drew seimei.

image-heavy

(sorry if this lags your computer.)

omg. I went to a pet store today with Audrey. So many cute little hamsterrrs oh my goddd. *absolutely adores hamsters*

They were so sleepyyyy! Aaw. There were two hamsters that were awake in the male hamster container, and one ran up to the other one and kissed him. LOL IT WAS SO CUTE.
There were some totally adorable mice tooo...

You can't see all of them, but there were like, seven mice piled on top of each other asleep. ;v; so cute so cute.
Oh and Nimi, this made me think of you:

8D;

okay okay oc stufff. I didn't allow myself to draw headshots, so please bear with my poor anatomy skills ;_; I'm trying to force myself to draw bodies more even though I'm scared to.


Ritsuka. dfdlfkjf don't like this picture.


Candi looking srs. Didn't finish this because Nimi kept making weird jokes about the staff and I couldn't taking it seriously anymore lmfao


Endrance. I probably should've went ahead and made myself finish this but.. oh well :>


I think I'll color this soon. maybe. D8
Sirge and Faen as kids, haha.

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eeeeh not in the best mood. Tomorrow is Mom's death day :/... two years... that's so weird.
and like,
I won't say what happened because it's fucking gross, but my burn.. did something nasty... it hurts it hurts. goddd.

anyway oc stuff.

Linking - effortless doodle. Celebrating Four's birthday a day late? :< piñata yess.


I dunno what the point in wrapping a blind person's present is, but oh well :)

Linking - shitty, unfinished. Nimi told me to draw Giga but I never can draw him properly. whatever :|


...Didn't finish this one either. XD uhh I obviously was having some trouble drawing today. Anyway, Kankuro and Crow.


Well shit, did I finish any of my drawings? lmfao. Sirge in a tux or something.


didn't do this in the session. Youji looking very unyouji-ish haha.


Pharos with Ryouji's scarf. (I draw him with the scarf a lot, I think? haha not sure why. I JUST LIKE SCARVES OK.)
Done on Tegaki. Cleaner than most of the Tegaki stuff I've been doing lately, but it's still lacking color.

happy birthday, four

Yesss, August 23rd is Four's birthday. Hahaha. I feel like I should draw him, but uhh... not really in a Four mood today. (Sorry Four, you know I love you.)
It's weird that I even know when Five's birthday is, but I have no clue what Faen and Sirge's are. :( Both their ages and birth dates are just a total mystery to me haha.

I've been kind of wanting to draw cat ears the past couple of days (I dunno why I randomly have urges to draw them lmao) so I apologize in advance if I post more Loveless fanarts/Sugar High stuff than usual over the next few days D8...

omg I love Natsuo.
I think I must be wanting to do Loveless fanarts because a couple of people are trying to get me to do a Ritsuka cosplay hahaha. Next AFW maybe... Long ways away, sorryyy.
I-I think I'd rather cosplay as Natsuo ;v;.. but I don't have a Youji to go with me, boooo.

Anyway uh,
my hand's totally killing me today haha... I won't get too graphic or whatever, but I'm a total idiot klutz and sort of hit my hand against the computer table, which... tore the burn. Gross, painful, bad bad deal. So now my hand's bandaged and my typing sucks D:<... and showers are so painful oh my god.
The palms of your hands are stronger than the back, you know? I'm kind of surprised that I managed to not only burn the inside of my hand (the web between the thumb, extending up to the middle of my index finger) and the knuckles, but also a huge section of my palm lmfao. I've got skills 8(

image heavy like crazy.

:( Nimi told me not to link so... you can blame her if this murders your computer.

I am linking to this one though because I don't like it.
Armand [Vampire Chronicles]? I dunno. Looks too young.


Jade [Tales of the Abyss] :D


Joshua [The World Ends With You].... I didn't finish this drawing :(


A very poorly drawn Ritsuka [Loveless].


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Humanized Diet Dr. Pepper, which is 100% Nimi's fault.
To those of you who don't drink like six cans of Diet Dr. Pepper a day [*shot*] here's what the cans look like, which is what I based my drawing off of. I never really noticed that there are a bunch of like, circle designs on the cans... :< but that's why I put little buttons on there and stuff.. and gave him/her[?] curly hair. trying to follow the circle pattern D8 Probably should've made his/her hair silver.. oh well.
Louis [Vampire Chronicles]... doesn't look like him, I don't think...

and this was done on tegaki.

I've been trying to come up with names for them. [NOT RAINBOWRAINBOW, EMIRO D:<]
Audrey wants me to name the one on the right Quinn. :< I guess that's cute.
Like three people on Tegaki said the one on the left should be Jade, but that's weird since I'm fangirling over a Jade atm...