also showing off awesome drawings that some people on tumblr did for me!!! they are the sweetest omg.

dakota and ash, by silver-afrit

gamzee, drawn by sollux

:D!

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done with F13 characters. yayy.



aand because it's his birthday

Adachi * v *

school was canceled today. I've never had a snow day at WSU LOL. I was happyyy. especially since I'm still extremely ill. I can't miss class or I'd fall behind (idk how anyone ever manages to miss classes in college without fucking failing... these classes are too freaking fast-paced) so I've just been going to school anyway even though I feel like crap. last night I had to leave math early because I was feeling so bad though and this morning I was just like "ughhhhhhhhhh I'm dyingggg" so I'm really relieved that school was canceled xD I kinda hope it's canceled tomorrow too... it's still snowing, so maybe.

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today would have been my mom's birthday if she were still here.
I thought I'd be sad but I'm not. I miss her of course, but I miss her every day. today's really not any different.
I guess it might seem weird making a cake for someone who is deceased but it didn't feel right not celebrating her birthday, so Audrey and I made her a cake. :)


her favorite color was pink, so we gave it pink frosting :D pink frosting was really easy to find because of the time of year LOL. VALENTINE STUFF EVERYWHERE. the frosting came with sprinkles so we were like YEAHHH SPRINKLES!! we even put sprinkles in the center layer of frosting LMAO. I'm happy with it. I think Mom would've liked it, hahaha.

spent pretty much the rest of the day dickin around on Mabinogi.
I've been stuck on FB10 for like a year now LOL... (I have horrendous luck with getting pages and I'm too cheap to buy them.) but my friends suddenly got super determined to get it for me so FUUUCK YEAHHH LOOK WHO'S AN ELEMENTAL MASTER NOW.

SO WHAT IF IT TOOK ME TWO BILLION TIMES LONGER THAN ANYONE ELSE IN THE UNIVERSE? I am happy 8D my friends are so kickass for getting it for me ahaha♥♥♥

and as for my drawing today, it's BL sooo I'm putting it under a cut.

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Today has been one of those days that seems to drag on and on x__x Doodled a lot to keep myself from dying of boredom.
Soo there's a shitload of Shin Megami Tensei drawings under the cut.

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Testing something out. Not really sure why I chose Ryoji as my victim LOL. It's been quite some time since I last drew him, so I struggled a bit, even though they're just doodles... That obnoxious hair of his has always given me trouble hahaha.

Nothing to report. I can't believe how boring this spring break has been .__.

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Tegaki doodle:

Audrey asked me to draw her Mabinogi character.

WIP:

I never want to draw another tv again oh my god. I hope I can finish coloring all those tvs today because I am sick to death of working on them.
The shadow of her persona isn't turning out how I wanted but whatever. I might just have to ditch that idea. idk.

I'm so sleepyyy :(

unghhhh

Yesterday I was dying of starvation and today I'm dying because I ate too much LOL.
It's weird, I really didn't eat that much (all I've eaten today was one of those mini bags of doritos and a few banana chips and it's 5:30PM, so... that's not that much, right?) but I feel like I ate a TON. :c wtf. I feel like I'm gonna puke /sob.

Moving on...

(click = full view but it's fucking HUGE just as a warning.)
Yukiko from P4. I wanna color this, but I gotta fix some ugly flaws first LOL.

drama drama drama

Sigh, I'm getting very tired of people being dramatic haha... Attention whores really drive me insane.
I know I am guilty of coming across as dramatic sometimes. Everyone is. But when it's like, constant? Then you really start to sound like a fool.
Even if you have been through some really serious shit... after a while, it's like, get the fuck over it already and quit being a bawl baby. Everyone goes through hard times. Everyone loses people close to them, everyone experiences difficult financial crunches, everyone has to deal with friends turning on them, et cetera. What makes you think your life is any harder than anyone else's? Get over yourself :/

W-well anyway...
excuse my rant lmao :( I'm just having to put up with several people right now that are just... ughghhh I want to slap them.
IGNORE ME AND MY BITCHINESS please forgive my excessively blunt and harsh rants /sob here are a couple of Tegaki doodles

Naoto<3


Crossdresser!Yosuke (lolol I will always think he looks adorable in his crossdresser outfit D8)

i will once again prove victorious!

Linking to my drawings.
drawing 1
drawing 2
I love the Lucifer kid from Nocturne LOL
Started replaying Nocturne because it was the only way I could get Nimi to play it (F U MAN)
Haven't struggled with it yet because I have yet to get to a difficult boss battle... Matador's coming up though, so HOOO BOY WISH ME LUCK.

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Reeeally quick doodle of Yukiko.
Besides Rise, Yukiko was probably my least favorite character in Persona 4. I found her to be highly obnoxious (like seriously, wtf was up with her spazlaughs). But she's so prettyyy lol ;__;

Nothing to report other than I'm in a better mood today. Lately I seem to go through really short funks that last for like, one or two days, and during that time I'll be in a really horrible mood, but then I'll just suddenly snap out of it and be back to normal LOL.

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Moar freebies yaay :> I love doing freebie crap because I'm told exactly who to draw, so I don't have to deal with art block issues quite so much hahaha.


For Amarantha-Thea. Man I hate this drawing :/ Shame it turned out so bad, because the character I was drawing is really pretty. I butchered her ;__;


Yosuke for Utena-Tenjou10. Had fun with this one, hahaha. I haven't drawn Yosuke in forever.

Still feeling kind of under the weather. I hope I feel better tomorrow or the next day, because Audrey's birthday is on Wednesday and I don't want to be sick for it.

Oh and the new Nabari no Ou chapter is out now yaay. I thought it was kind of boring though? :/ Seems like most of the newer chapters are. I'm just hoping Yoite miraculously comes back, I guess ;__; I don't like the series as much without him.

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Devil Survivor mc.

man I'm having such a rough time lately lol.
sick of being so depressed. and I'm sick of it being dismissed as drama because it's not. really, after telling me I'm worthless so much, he expects me to not be down?
I would like to think I have some value or worth, but after being told otherwise so often, I'm starting to feel like I really am worthless.
it's hard living every single day burdened with these thoughts. it's always on my mind.

ararah

I finished the first commission on my list last night, so I took a break from commissions today. I'll be getting back to work tomorrow P:

I haven't drawn anything cutesy in a while, so I thought that'd be fun. (click). It's Chieee. Have I ever drawn Chie before? I don't think I have, haha.

Today was pretty uneventful. I left the guild I was in (Aristocrat) on Mabinogi and that was about it... A shitload of drama in the guild started over absolutely nothing. A bunch of people ganged up on Audrey all because she wouldn't side with this one guy in a fight, and so duh of course I stood up for Audrey and then they all ganged up on ME over it LOL.. It was so weird because I was really good friends with everyone there and they all totally turned on me. So I was like "fuck this shit" and I left. Then Audrey left, then Gucci left, and two other people are supposedly leaving too, leaving only a couple of active members, so basically the whole guild fell apart ahaha. It got completely ridiculous.
:< I'm sooo not joining another guild for a while. I was asked to join Darkempire and Wraithknight, but ehh... Not interested for now.

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Another long and bad day. I said I'd post a happy entry today but I honestly have nothing positive to say.
I don't want to be negative either though, so I'll just post my doodle and be on my way.

boy from Nocturne.

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I'd rather post something less ugly than this but this art block is brutal so I couldn't come up with anything else.

Tegaki doodle. Some asshole felt the need to tell me how much this picture sucked lol. She left several other people rude comments too, but I think she must have gotten banned because her comment is gone from my page now and I didn't delete it.
idk. People on Tegaki aren't nearly as fun as they used to be, haha. I miss the way that site was back when it was newer.